argh fuck my life. i'm so over being patient. i'm so over waiting for something good to happen. i'm so over waiting for him. i'm so over waiting for life to turn around. i'm so over waiting for the better days to appear.
i feel like i'm waiting and waiting, waiting but nothing's changing. nothing even looks like it's going to change. i'm so fucking sick of it. everyday feels bad, each day getting a little worst than the previous. things look good for a couple of hours, then shit all happens and it's fucked. nothing stays good for long, and it's so rare lately for me to just feel 'good'. i want to feel some sort of positive feeling, i'm over this shit.
i'm over waiting for that one guy to make an effort, when clearly he's not going to, ever. i'm so over waking up each morning hoping for something to have magically changed overnight. i'm so over hoping.
i feel like i've become so pessimistic, because all my optimism has been crushed with disappointment after disappointment. the more positive i think, the more i'm hoping for - but the more i'm hoping for, the more disappointment i get.
i'm just sick of it, so over it. sick of feeling like shit, sick of hating life. i want something good to happen, something that'll give me some sort of lasting positive feeling.
is it too much to ask for just a little bit of happiness in my life?
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