everything's so complicated, with everyone. i don't even know why, but i constantly feel sad, and down. i feel like i can't talk to anyone honestly anymore and that because of that, i'm forced to bottle everything up. the people i use to talk to about life, my problems and stuff, i barely talk to anymore.
and just the other day, i noticed that i don't care about much anymore. there's barely anything that really gets to me nowadays, shit happens and i'm just like 'meh'. it's like i'm back to that numb feeling again. even my grades, i'm not too bothered with, even though i want to do well. i just feel disappointed in myself, but i take no action to improve them.
i don't feel like me anymore, not that i ever knew who i really was. but, i want to feel something again.. lately even when i felt sad, i couldn't cry any tears, it just turned to anger or 'your loss' kind of attitude. although, there is one thing that gets some sort emotion out of me, but that's not always positive.
i'm worrying about myself, about whether i'm okay or not. but what am i suppose to do about it? nobody understands, even when they try, they just don't get it.
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