thanks.

i was hoping that my biggest fear would not become reality, but in the end it did..

lost, confused, hurt and heartbroken, i didn't know what to do.
i didn't understand how it just disappeared,
i didn't understand how you could just hurt me like that.
it wasn't fair.

i made myself suffer, because inside i was wishing that you had made a mistake. i was making up all these excuses, telling myself to be patient; that you would come back. all because i didn't want to believe that we had come to an end, that we are no more, that we are now just a part of history.

days later when i asked and you said there was no chance left for us, it was hard to accept. but hey, it gave me closure.
and ever since, i've been able to see that my life is not at an end like i had thought; i now see that it was the chapter of you and i, that had come to its' end.

i can't say that i don't miss you at all or that i've completely given up, but i can finally smile again.
and who knows what'll happen in the future.

but for now, i just want to thank you for all you have done for me, for the memories you helped create, for being by my side.
i'm thankful to have met you at all, who would've thought we'd meet the way we did.