how did i let myself fall so deeply in love with you, that it now seems impossible to get out of? you made me believe in things i never did before, like forever..
i don't know what to do. i don't even know what to think. life just seems so shit without you by my side, it feels like i'm getting no where. i used to mean more than everything, but now i barely mean a thing to you. was i that easy to get over and just forget?
i read over those messages. remember the ones where you told me how much you missed me? the ones where you told me how much you loved me? the ones that said how much i meant to you? yeah, they do nothing but bring tears to my eyes now, they're just so meaningless. now sometimes, i wonder whether you meant it all..
i don't want people to keep saying, give it time, you'll be okay. it doesn't help. i don't want to hear that he's not worth it or you can do better, it doesn't help. i don't want to hear sorry's, because they really do not help.
it doesn't matter what people say or do, or how much i distract myself, i still need to sleep at night. and that's when all the memories come rushing back, when the tears come running down..
two weeks today; and you've already moved on with someone else?
you don't even know how much this is hurting me, hearing shit from other people, and knowing that it's true ..
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