mmm.

the days don't seem to get any clearer,
and you wish you could just fade away..

isn't it funny how a few words can change everything? how we let ourselves down because of something someone said? when you were feeling happy with where it was all heading, but suddenly you're so unsure of what was actually happening? how you believed everything before, but now you just don't know what to think about it all?

she thought i should know, but did she tell me too much? i know she was just being a good friend, but its left me lost and confused. all these thoughts running through my head, i don't know what to believe, nor do i know what to think of it all ..