Wednesday, August 19, 2009

third attempt.

i wanna move on with my life, i don't want you here as a distraction anymore. i don't want you constantly there in my mind, i don't want everything to remind me of you. i'm sick of feeling so shit, sick of how you're making me feel. i hate how everywhere i go, there's a memory of you; i hate how there's no way we can go back in time.

i want to move on, but i don't want to leave you behind. i want to keep those memories, but i don't want them to bring me down anymore. they say moving on is simple, but it's what you leave behind that makes it hard.

i want to keep you here in my life, because it just doesn't seem right without you. i'll try again, moving on, but this time without trying to erase you; to be friends is always better than nothing. it might work better, it might not; i guess only time will tell.

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