the past months, i've realised, i had been insecure. i overreacted to little things such as long waits for replies, and got jealous pretty easily. even though sometimes, i still get annoyed waiting or i get a little jealous, i just think back to yesterday and i feel better.
it had been just over a month since the last time i had seen him, but the second i saw his face, something inside me lifted a little and there was a smile on my face. spending time with him was fun, when it was just us. i learnt that he doesn't use words for expressing, he uses his actions - even with his friends around, whether they noticed or not, i don't know. at first, i admit i was confused about what had happened yesterday, and while i lay awake in bed last night, it somewhat felt more like a dream than reality; seeing him, and having him hold me.
right before i fell i asleep, i came to the conclusion that i had misjudged his recent actions; that i overreacted because i looked too deep into things. actions speak louder than words, and he proved my thoughts wrong. i'm glad he did, because now, i have this reassurance with me, from the 5 hours i had spent with him yesterday.
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