i'm so jealous of others' relationships with their mothers. i wish i had a close mother-daughter relationship.. i try, i really do, but everytime, it just backfires with her yelling and me walking off and slamming the door. she says things, that i'll never forget, but wish i could..
each day passes, and it seems like we talk less and less; we just can't seem to get along. she yells, i yell, we argue, we fight. barely ever is there peace, and when there is, it never lasts more than a day..
it makes me feel really sad, that i can't even talk to her or ask for her opinion on things. i see other mothers and their daughters shopping together, having coffee, laughing; just having a good time, and i feel like i'm really missing out.
i don't want the day to come, where she'll no longer be around and i'll just regret all of this, i really don't. i really want us to try and at least get somewhere; but how do i do so, when it feels like we're always at war with eachother?
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