this is my confession.

babe, it's one those nights where i just need you. it's only been a day since we last spoke, but i really do miss you. you have no idea, what you do to me; i'm weak because of you. whatever you want, whatever you say, i'll do. the sacrifices i would never make, i'd make for you.

there's just something about you, something that you've done to me. i'm not sure how, and i have no idea when; but this feeling just won't disappear. you make me smile instantly with your 'hello', a memory of you brightens up my day, and when we talk, boy i just can't explain it.

i can't stand the distance, i'm always wishing to see your face again. and i hate when you take your time to reply, because it instantly puts me in a bad mood; i just miss you so much. i forgive you way too quickly, because i'd rather be making memorable conversations with you, rather than ignoring you. and i hate saying goodbye, because i never know how long i have to wait before i'll see you again.

'somewhere between long talks and making fun of each other, boy i fell for you.' ♥

january '10

geebers. it's been ageees since i've last blogged :/
it's a brand new year, but woahh. january's almost over; time sure does fly aye. 2months+ of holidays passed by so fast, and i didn't even do much (N)

christmas was shit, nye was even worse - though it did start out alright.
i've spent majority of these holidays with family, due to my great grandma falling ill. she's been in and out of hospital a fair bit, but we can only hope for the best. she's given everyone a scare, but she's pulled through (L)

a lot of the days seemed to drag on, but the days spent with friends always pass by fast ):
i celebrated my sixteenth just a few days ago. i stressed so much about it, thinking i couldn't get things ready within a week. i stressed so much on the actual day, it wasn't even funny. the wind was strong, making it harder to put up decorations; oh how pissed off i was about it. then not to mention having tutor just a few hours before the party started - and i hadn't even finished the homework. returning home, with my cake, i had planned to go get ready - shower, change, hair & makeup - but i returned to see decorations put up in a way i didn't like. i delayed an hour. but with all the stress and worry, by the end of the night, i didn't see why i had. it turned out to be a great night; fun & memorable. everyone seemed to enjoy themselves. thanks to all those who came and help make my birthday wish come true; to have a troublefree and memorable night, for me to be happy ♥

these holidays, are quickly coming to an end. just three more days, and i've barely done any homework *sigh
six days until i'm officially sixteen :D

and happy belated new year to you all; may the new year bring you more smiles and laughter :)